I would love to be able to say
"I haven't cried in months"
Because life is just that good
And I'm just that happy
And things rarely ever get to me
At the end of the day
I'm so unhappy
And I have no one to talk to about it
I have my really good friends
They tell me stuff
But I can't talk to them about how I really feel
I can't talk to anyone
I have no one
I wonder how much of my friends feel like this
I can give advice easy
Can't take it though
I genuinely hate my life
I go out and have a good time
But then I get home and sit in my room
And everything is bad again
And I just really want to fast forward to the part where I'm actually happy